2010 a new year! A new chapter of my life has began.
2009 may had ended in a state of confusion. All that I can say is that I love all my friends and family dearly. Without any of you, I might not be the cheerful and bubbly gerger. To all those who have helped, accompanied me and have always be by my side, I really thank all of you from the bottom of my heart.
I might be a pain in the neck/ass/butt/back/etc etc from time to time(generated from my craziness, lame remarks, senseless talk, retarded actions)... you guys have really been patient and showered me with lots of care and attention.
No matter how far off track I wandered, you guys never fail to pull me back on track again.
AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST those who brought lots of smiles, laughter and joy to my life!!!! I will never forget any of you and cherish what all of you have done.
I have to admit that I am not a easy person to please and coax hahaha!
To those who have brought even the slightest (genuine) smile/grin/silly faces on my face,
A HUGE THANK YOU TO ALL OF YOU!!!
(you know who you are)
I am really fortunate to be loved by all of you.
Thank you! ^-^
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COUNT DOWN WAS GREAT!!!
GREAT PPL!
GREAT HANGING OUT WITH ALL OF YOU!!!
MUACKS!!!!
LOVE ALL!!!
YOU GUYS NEVER FAILS TO MAKE ORDINARY HANGOUTS, ORDINARY!!!!
Even the bubble tea taste nicer when out with all of you
HAHAHAHA!!
(joking only)
NEVERTHELESS LOVE ALL!
I ENJOYED CLIMBING THE SPIDER WEB, TAKING MRT , DRINKING BUBBLE TEA, SPENDING THE LAST FEW HOURS OF 2009 WITH ALL OF YOU!!!
<3
虽然，我们无法在一起，我真的很高兴认识你！
有时候，真的无法自拔。很想对你说声我爱你。。。
但是，现实往往是残酷的。。。
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I just remembered that I forgot to blog about CHRISTMAS!!!
HOW COULD I?
HAHAHA!
I must thank all the friends who wished me Merry Christmas! I really appreciate it!!! LOVE ALL!!!
Special thanks to my clique! GIFT EXCHANGE WAS FUN, STEAMBOAT FABULOUS and DRINKING WAS FANTASTICALLY HIGH!!
Seriously enjoyed myself!!!
<3
Thanks for all the gift! I really adore them!
CUPCAKES TO ZIPPO LIGHTER (btw I don't smoke haha!)
Special thanks to:
THE GIRLS! You know who you are!!!- Von,Eve,Jac, steph, SX, CY-aiai (Who helped a lot and to make the gathering possible!!!)
THE GUYS! (Who offered to help [esp in the kitchen XD ] haha! So sweet of all of you! Gary for letting us to mess up his place!)
Hope you guys enjoyed the cookies and fondue I made HAHAHAHAHA! I know is not FANTASTIC but is the thoughts that counts right???
HOHOHO!
REALLY FORTUNATE TO HAVE ALL OF YOU!
!!!MUACKS!!!
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Sometimes... I really wonder... what's the definition of LOVE
This is part of what I've got from: www.dictionary.com
love (lŭv) 
n.
v. tr.
To experience deep affection or intense desire for another.
[Middle English, from Old English lufu; see leubh- in Indo-European roots.]
A deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward a person, such as that arising from kinship, recognition of attractive qualities, or a sense of underlying oneness.
A feeling of intense desire and attraction toward a person with whom one is disposed to make a pair; the emotion of sex and romance.
Sexual passion.
Sexual intercourse.
A love affair.
A strong predilection or enthusiasm: a love of language.
The object of such an enthusiasm: The outdoors is her greatest love.
An intense emotional attachment, as for a pet or treasured object.
A person who is the object of deep or intense affection or attraction; beloved. Often used as a term of endearment.
An expression of one's affection: Send him my love.
A strong predilection or enthusiasm: a love of language.
The object of such an enthusiasm: The outdoors is her greatest love.
Love Mythology Eros or Cupid.
often Love Christianity Charity.
Sports A zero score in tennis.
v. tr.
To have a deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward (a person): We love our parents. I love my friends.
To have a feeling of intense desire and attraction toward (a person).
To have an intense emotional attachment to: loves his house.
To embrace or caress.
To have sexual intercourse with.
To like or desire enthusiastically: loves swimming.
Theology To have charity for.
To thrive on; need: The cactus loves hot, dry air.
To experience deep affection or intense desire for another.
[Middle English, from Old English lufu; see leubh- in Indo-European roots.]
With so many definitions, I concluded that
LOVE IS COMPLICATED
Sometimes you just WISH you are not involve in it
I'm feeling all confused again. I don't know how long this feeling can last
I don't know if this is right. I don't know if I can stop myself from falling deeper. I don't know if I am not fickle minded. I don't have faith in myself. It happened so fast, it seems like a dream.
Someone stop me from emo-ing PLEASE!
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Cindygerger shall be strong and never never never hurt herself!
Learn to love yourself before loving other?
Selfish thought?
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Sometimes we tend to overlook things and people around us and takes things for granted.
ZOMBIELAND RULE NO # 32
Rule 32: Enjoy the Little Things:
Its the end of the world. Dont sweat the small stuff. Loot a neighborhood or two, trash a car, speed! Do the little things and enjoy em. Who knows how long you have to live!
YTD was ZAIs trial|practice|jam session
haha!
I think we are all so CUTE!
AI SI NI MEN LE LAR!
ZAIs forever!!!!
Can't wait for the next gathering!!!
AMP SLS I MISS U GUYS TOO!!!
CINDY LOVE YOU ALL!!!
SHOUT OUT TO ALL!!!
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Something else:
I really hope this will last
Fell in love again
^-^
Everything just happened and all I have to say is that
I have faith in you too
^-^
lets JY
*I believe this is <3*
^-^
*hearts*
17.12.2009
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If you know life is coming to an end what will you actually do?
Life is a bit on the plain side these few days...
Yesterday chatted, played the guitar and sang over the phone with my aunt haha!!! Had so much fun looking for songs, listening to new ones, old ones, weird one to fun ones!
Yeah! I think both of us are madly in love with our family WOO~! WAY TO GO!
So we practically kept one another company till dawn at around 7a.m plus till I really have to get some eye shut before going to my ah ma's place!
HAHAHA!
Promised my cousin to be there and brought my guitar along for her SECRET SONG!
She actually composed a song!
Is a sweet sweet song!
All I did was to helped her figure out how to play the chords hahaha!
I'm such a noob teacher though..
After a while I went to snooze on my ah ma's bed!
YOU AH MA DE WEI DAO!!!
haha!
No smell actually!
hehe!
By the time I woke up they have started dinner le haha!
Then I could hear my cousins competeting for the Lala (aka shellfish? White clam?)
XD
They are like UBER cute can!
They were like:" YAY LALA!!" [really.. they were super super happy XD]
"EHH!! We finished eating liao ZHU ZHU JIE JIE still sleeping leh!!!"
XD
CUTE-NESS!
HAHAHA!
In the end, they managed to leave some for me XD
but didn't really eat alot cos too heaty haha!
So the rest they took care of it XD
Next week family BBQ! WOO! Can't wait for it!
YAY-ness
Time to PARTY!!!!
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